I’m going to admit something to you, the reader, the small group of people who happen upon my blog every once in a while.
I’ve decided to have gastric bypass surgery.
It’s weird.
I’ve only told a handful of people.
Mostly because I’m ashamed.
I am ashamed for needing and wanting this surgery.
It’s a little fucked, I know. I’m sure my psychologist would say I was being unkind to myself.
I’m not happy with my body and nothing I do seems to work. I figured this would be the drastic kick in the butt I need.
I mean, I’m nothing if not dramatic.
But it’s a whole process before they let you have surgery. Appointment after appointment and a complete lifestyle change, otherwise this isn’t going to work.
I’ve started to lose weight in preparation for the surgery to help me lose more weight.
The future seems bright.
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Fuck that unkind to yourself bullshit. You do what you need to do to be happy. And, don’t be ashamed.
Agreed.
❤ thank you.
Good for you. Literally.
Thank you.
Take care of yourself.
Love yourself.
Be true to who you are.
After that, anyone who doesn’t like it can get bent.
May you be wrapped in love and light!
That’s really exciting. Don’t be ashamed to love yourself.
❤ thank you.
It’s a personal thing but nothing to be ashamed of. It’s a health decision like needing any other surgery for your health. You go, girl. It’s going to be a journey but you can do this. 💜