I went to a nerdy craft show. Thought I’d dress up and be cute.
Also I’ve been playing with this app that let’s me add fun filters and overlays.
Life as of late has been simple.
I moved into a new apartment with a good friend. We’re enjoying it. Today we planned the housewarming.
I hurt my knee recently. I was jogging. I stepped wrong somewhere. I have a possible meniscus tear. I’ll need physical therapy that I haven’t signed up for.
My mornings are filled with poetry and melancholy. It’s fall. That’s what I tell myself.
I am lonely is the reality.
I fear that my youth is fading and soon no one will want me.
I get scared that my body isn’t appealing and so no one will want me.
But I pretend I am not filled with these fears.
The Secret Life of Pandas 
The app is cool. I hope you are liking the new place. Someone is going to want you completely for every bit of you – and be lucky if you want them back. peace to you
It is too bad there isn’t an app to filter away that melancholy. but there isn’t. You are doing the right thing to confront your fears. Sometime when you least expect it, they will go away.
You look super cute! Do not put off the PT.
I have to call today. And thanks. I felt cute. 😳
What’s with that blushing face… you looked damn cute. If I had been at that craft fair, I would have thought… ‘there’s an interesting girl, wonder what she’s all about?, and I would have tried to find out..
p.s. and please don’t tell me you are a über-feminist and don’t like being called a girl. I’m way to old and set in my ways for that. I met my first real feminist in 1976, I could tell you some stories…
p.p.s. I will check tomorrow to see if you really called the PT.
❤ thank you. Some days, I feel like I’m completely invisible. I like that you would’ve noticed me. And no, I’ve never been bothered by being called a girl. I am a girl, I am a woman. But if I’m ever called a girl and that person’s goal is to belittle then there is a price to pay. And I forgot. 😥 I will call at lunch
I love your photo, and the ‘playing around’ you did with it. I hope your knee is better and not torn… so, did you call???
Thanks. I am easily amused.
Also I called my first session is next Thursday
Good… *wink*
😊💋
How was your PT session?
Next thursday. They didn’t have any evenings this week. 😕
I’ve learned more about PT this year than I ever wanted to know, thanks to my wife’s broken wrist and now a frozen shoulder. I hope they can help you recover quickly.
I’m sure there are decent guys who would be delighted with someone just like you. You’re funny and sensitive and intelligent and creative and attractive. I’ll pray that the right guy comes along. Don’t settle, whatever you do. You’ll know him when you see him.