Flesh

Flesh

I wake up to the sensation of your fingers lightly tracing circles on my hip. I feel the warmth of your breath on my neck and press back against you as I stretch and yawn.

It’s only just past dawn and the soft light streams through the open windows.

“Good morning, handsome.”

“Good morning, beautiful.”

You nuzzle my neck and I giggle. Your beard tickles me like it always does and I sigh with contentment.

Mornings and you.

The warmth of your flesh against mine.

The smell of your skin which lingers even after you leave me for another day of work.

“I wasn’t sure when you were waking up. And I didn’t want to wake you up the way I did last time. I ended up with a knee to the face.” You laugh and I groaned. I remembered the looks people would give us. Walking in the park, you me and Butch-Cassidy, the tall tattooed bearded man with the pink haired little princess and the golden retriever. You looked like you’d just gotten out of a bar fight when in reality your girlfriend has really good reflexes.

“I’m sorry. You know how ticklish I am. It was just a reaction. I made it up to you didn’t I?” You growl in my ear before positioning yourself above me.

“Yes you did. It made the black eye worth it.” You lean down to kiss me, laughter in your mouth as your tongue parts my lips.

I live for your kisses.

I live for your touch.

You pull away and I sigh again.

“I told my team that my lover beats me, but I like the abuse.”

“Shut up.” I smack your chest.

“See? It’s only six am and you’re already hitting me. I love it.” You kiss me again. Harder. Giving my lip a little bite as you kiss your way down my chin, my neck and down to my chest. I close my eyes hoping you’re going to continue moving your lips further down my body.

“My God, you have the most beautiful breasts I’ve ever seen.” You tell me before gently taking my nipple into your mouth.

I gasped as you suck and lick. “Oh stop.” I moan.

You look up at me, confused. “You want me to stop?”

I opened my eyes. “Oh no. Please don’t stop that. I meant stop saying ridiculous things.” I felt myself turning red. “My breasts are not the most beautiful breasts you’ve ever seen. They’re just normal boobs.”

“Calling your breasts normal, is blasphemous. Never say those words again.” I laugh. “Your boobs are perfect and beautiful and I’m the lucky bastard that gets to play with them whenever I want. Like this.” You press your face between my breasts and blow bubbles as I laugh and push you away.

“Ok ok! I get it.” We both laugh. I reach up and trace the outline of your lips.

You look down at me and I watch the laughter in your eyes fade as it’s replaced with desire and lust. I can feel you hard against me and I spread my legs for you.

“Fuck, you’re sexy.” You kiss me again and I reach for your cock. I stroke you as your tongue explores my mouth, little moans escaping my lips and yours

You reach for my hand and hold it above my head, our fingers intertwined as you guide your cock between my lips. You gently cup my cheek before sliding inside of me.

You moan and close your eyes as the length of you fills me. I wrap my legs around you. Pulling you closer to me, holding you inside me.

You open your eyes and smile at me as you pull out and thrust back into me.

Your rhythm is slow and steady. Sleepy and unrushed. I reached up and wrap my arms around your neck as you move in and out of me.

“Why do you feel so good?” I gasped.

“Why do you?” You reply. Leaning down you kiss my neck, lightly sucking as you pick up speed.

I dig my nails into your back.

“Harder.” I moan.

You smirk. And start slamming your thick cock inside of me harder and harder. I drag my nails down your back and scream as you start pounding my pussy.

“Oh fuck!”

You laugh and shush me. “You’ll wake the neighbors.”

I don’t give a fuck about the neighbors. All I care about is you and me. Your skin against my skin.
Your lips wandering from my lips to my neck to my breasts.

“Fuck the neighbors.” I cry out.

You give my neck a little bite. “I could, but I don’t think they’ll be as fun as you.”

I slide my hands down to your ass and give it a hard smack.

“Ouch!” You cry out and you thrust hard inside of me.

“Ah!” I cry out. “Do it again.”

“You first.”

I giggle as I feel my orgasm start building.

“Oh fuck, babe don’t stop. I’m gonna come.” I throw my head back and close my eyes as I grip your back.

You grab a fistful of my hair and pull my face towards yours. “Look at me.” You order.

I open my eyes and look up at your blue grey ones. My breath coming fast and short as waves of pleasure run over my body. I moan your name as I reach my peak.

You lean down and kiss me hard and start fucking me faster. I can feel the urgency in your kiss. You’re almost there.

We part lips. “Come for me.” I whisper.

“Fuck.”

You move my legs over your shoulders and enter me deeper and harder with every thrust.

I feel another orgasm building.

You kiss my leg and groan and I feel you finish inside me.

You put my legs down and sigh as you softly slide in and out of me, filling me with every drop of your warm come.

You look down at me and stroke my face while your other hand moves down between my thighs, gently rubbing my clit.

“Ohh…” I whimper, already close to the edge I come again with you still inside me.

“Good girl.” You pull out of me and give your fingers a lick before kissing me again. You rest your weight on me briefly before laying next to me.

I curl up on your chest. My fingers playing with your chest hair as you wrap your arm around me.

“You make it very hard to leave in the mornings.” You say as you twirl my hair around you finger.

“You make it hard to be by myself all day.” I mumble.

We lay like that for a few moments before his alarm goes off. He kisses my forehead before getting out of bed.

“Wake me before you leave.” I tell him.

“Of course.” He gives my breast a squeeze and chuckles as he walks to the bathroom.

I smile and wrap myself in our blankets and turn towards the windows.

I drift off with the warmth of the morning sun on my face.

Sexy Times

Sexy Times

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Writing a sex scene that doesn’t come off as just plain smut is hard.

Like porn without a storyline.

The penis went into the vagina, and it felt good.

I remember the first sex scene I wrote. My friend, it feels word writing that word when referring to him, but life is complicated and that’s a different story for a different time, my friend at that time told me it gave him a boner when he read it.

So for me I felt satisfied in that it was interesting and felt real but at the same time was sexy.

I think sex scenes in a movie are hot. I think porn is boring. Because there’s no back story. There nothing to make me interested and turned on.

Because for me everything is mental. Arouse my mind and the rest will follow.

I’ve written more sex scenes in the years to follow the first one. Some funny, some sad, some just plain hot, but all in all trying to keep it feeling real.

I want my fiction to feel like truth.

So why am I rambling on about writing sex?

Because I’ve been struggling with my writing for the past year. I feel like I’ve lost my voice and so I’ve been forcing myself to write.

I’ve written a sex scene and I felt like I needed to preface why it might just really suck.

So there.

Almost done with it. Will post soon.

Who knows, I might also dig up the first one and post that too.

Happy writing. 💋

TMI Tuesday

TMI Tuesday

So I took this from illicit thoughts who does these little questionnaires every Tuesday. 🙂

1. Toilet paper. How do you hang your toilet paper? The end coming over the top or with the end coming from around the back and at the bottom?

The fact that I change the used roll and place a new one on is amazing enough. I don’t give a fuck how it hangs.

2. Towels. Do you use a new one each time you bathe or reuse?

Uhhh….I use the sucker until it occurs to me to switch. Or it kind smells. I’m disgusting I’m sorry.

3. Bathing. Do you use a washcloth to clean your body or use the soap directly all over your body with no washcloth?

I use little scrubby gloves. I feel so smooth and clean afterwards.

4. Bra. Do you remove your bra by taking your arms out of the straps first, then inching it around your body until you can reach the clasp and undo it or do you contort your arms, and reach around and unclasp.

The first way sounds like it takes longer than just reaching behind you and un-clasping your bra. It takes me less than thirty seconds to rip this shit off.

5. Dishwasher. Rinse/pre-wash all dishes before loading or just load.

We’ve never had one, so I don’t know how to use one.

6. Breakfast cereal. Cereal in bowl first, then pour on milk or put milk in bowl then add cereal?

Cereal first. Always.

7. Toothpaste. Squeeze from bottom working way up tube as it empties or squeeze from middle or wherever you want?

I just squish wherever until that becomes difficult then I start pushing up the paste from the bottom.

8. Condoms. Do you put it on your lover or does he put it on himself?

Ehhh they have done it themselves.

9. Condom disposal. In the garbage bin or flush down toilet?

Why would you flush that? I’m pretty sure that’s not allowed. Their it in the garbage. That’s like girls who flush tampons or pads. WHY YOU DO THIS?

Bonus: Write your own bonus question and tell us an intimate detail about you or your habits.

Oh! I have a bad habit of just coming home from the gym at night and throwing my sweaty self in bed. It’s gross. I know. But I’m so tired…

“My question… Have you ever worn the same undies two days in a row? Be honest!”<– her question

My answer: yes. But not in public. Like if I wore my chones one day, then went to bed and the next day, woke up and just bummed around the house so day my undies will not change until I shower.

Now you guys know I'm gross. 💋

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Sometimes I have nothing to write

Sometimes I have nothing to write

I must admit that certain aspects of my life have taken a toll on my creative process.

Mostly I’ve hit that point in depression where nothing you once loved brings you any joy.

So I force myself to write even if it’s something silly like this of no real importance.

Today I went shopping and I spent an absurd amount of money.

I don’t regret a single penny.

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