My surgery was on Tuesday. I went under around 11 am and came to around 5 pm.

It’s been a battle so far trying to stay hydrated, and even trying to get any kind of liquid down.

Im definitely not eating enough.

I am trying hard not to develop a sick relationship with the scale. Monday night I was at X39 lbs.

When I came home from the hospital it read X50 lbs.

Today the scale said X38 lbs.

I cannot understand.

This is purely vanity.

I’ve been walking around but I’m getting winded after a while.

I feel gross. I have to look at the paperwork to see when I can shower. Since there’s a time period where I cannot get the incisions wet.

It’s hard to move around. I still cannot bend very well.

But I’m hopeful. This is just the start of a good year.