“–Jon Snow.”
I really don’t.
I can’t tell you what I actually know about. I feel like my mind is blank.
Here are things that I know as of right now:
I am alive.
I can’t think of anything else.
I am breathing.
but I suppose that falls under being alive. If you are living, you are breathing.
I took a deep breath just now thinking about it.
Maybe I don’t even know how to breathe properly anymore.
Today is Wednesday, yesterday was Tuesday, it feels like today should already be Friday but it isn’t.
I still have to say, “wed-nes-day” in my head to spell the day of the week correctly.
What I’m trying to say is nothing feels real or certain.
I’m floating by.
People keep asking me what’s wrong. I’ve become transparent. Everything inside, shining through.
Or rather, everything that isn’t there is apparent.